Mar 27th - Mar 28th: Day Fifty Four

Moud went back to Sweden today. I definitely wasn't expecting it and it hit me pretty hard (which was surprising). Blanca told me at lunch that she was packing to head home. We don't really know the whole reason though. When I asked Moud about it she just said there were a lot of problems back home. She said it was sort of serious, but not too serious. You could tell she wasn't too happy about it all. Before she left she came to my room to say goodbye. We hugged and as I pulled away she had tears in her eyes which caused me to tear up. We hugged again and she yelled at me for crying. I told her she started it and we shared a laugh before she headed out. I gave her my e-mail and I'm really hoping to get something from her by next week! She truly was such a sweet girl and I hope she keeps in touch!

After that I was kind of in a 'sad' mood. The two other girls asked me to go out of a glass of wine with them but I really didn't care to. I know I probably should have to keep my mind off of Moud leaving. I can only imagine what it's going to be like when I leave everyone else to go home. If this is how I reacted after two weeks with someone I don't want to know what kind of reaction I'll have after four months! It's crazy how much I really depend on the people I've met. We are all in the same situation and we cling to each other for support. I never thought this experience would touch me or effect me in this way. I can only hope that the friends I've met along the way stay in my life for years to come!